The Girl with the Goalden Boot

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

 

i DON'T want to goooooooooooo!!!!!!!!

::bawls::

I swear man. When I say I don't want to go, I mean it. It's proposed than my parents and I will be heading to HK on Feb 14. They want to stay for 3 wks, but OMG...I can't live in HK for that long!!! Argh! I mean, no offence to those who are in HK or love HK, but seriously, from the moment I left that place (which is, BTW, 16 yrs ago), I never looked back. It's just not for me. The crowds, the lingo, the food, the bathrooms, the concrete environment, the pollution, the culture...argh!!! Help me!!! I'm crying already, and there's 4 months till I'm actually there. Like, what the hell am I supposed to do for 3 wks in a place where I don't know my way round, and know almost nobody, and where lettuce in McChicken "sandwiches" are cooked?! I nagged and nagged, and the best I got was that I could possibly leave on Feb 28. But that's like, bloody 2 wks still. Gahhhh! And you know what, since my bro's going to HK too (end of Feb till March), my folks reckon I can't stay home alone. Like, what the fuck?!?! I'm 20. TWENTY! Going on 21! People have babies way before this age! It's not like I'm going to burn the house down or something huh? O_o

But really. What can I do in HK for 2-3wks? ::shrugs::

Anyway. So I briefly mention I want to go to the States to my anti-American dad, and you know what he says? Americans are crazy and racist since 911. I was so about to scream "up yours yah loosah, yah crazy son of a bitch!" but restrained myself for he drove me to & from uni today and that today's his b'day. And of course, that I must respect my elders. If America was racist then Ming-Na wouldn't be on ER. He's so anti-American it's not funny. I don't give a rat's ass. If the LA Carby convention goes ahead, I'm going anyway. I've been wanting to go to America for like, the longest time, so there.

Fuck fuckity fuck! I don't want to go to HK!!!!!!!! >_<

Somebody please come and rescue me and shred my air ticket!

I think I need a pack of smokes. And a Jack n Cola.

Lola Nadal 10:06 PM