The Girl with the Goalden Boot

Saturday, May 15, 2004

 

NO LIFE NOW FOR A BETTER LIFE LATER

I don't go out. I mean, the only reasons I get out of the house are these: go to uni, go to my music lesson, and go to church. I'm home by 7pm at the latest at any night. When I go shopping, I don't especially plan a day to go and stroll around town. After class on the way home, I have exactly what I want figured out in my head, have the right amount of cash in my wallet, walk straight up to the item and purchase it. I don't buy food outside of home, I always bring my own bread and water. I go to the cinemas on average twice a year. I have never been to a prom, and have never been clubbing.

I'm totally abnormal, aren't I?

(I'm 'abby normal'...lol)

But that's probably what it takes for me to get into med school. The desire to become a doctor is back. I'm now committed once more to pursue this dream I almost let go of last year. I have been exposed enough to scientific research to know that no way I'm going to hide away in lab until I grey counting colonies of bacteria. No way man. I want to be treating patients, not gazing at bacterial/viral cells. Lab research is really monotonous and tedious and it's not all about DNA and cloning. I have made up my mind to really try my best to get into med school. It's not easy, I know that. And I might even be spending the rest of my 20's completing med school and my residency. I hope it's all gonna be worth it, and that I've finally found what I want to do.

Lola Nadal 8:31 PM