The Girl with the Goalden Boot

Monday, September 08, 2003

 

Now I truly know what it feels like to miss Kit.

I managed to buy the Bazaar mag at the airport before I left this morning, and as the plane was taking off, I was reading the part where Shiaw was talking about Kit: "Kit's made my dreams come true; she's my dream maker." I can't agree more. The more I read the article, I felt teary-eyed. (I had to try very hard not to let the tears roll down cos I didn't want to worry the other passengers.) I can't believe it, it just happened. I never used to be like this. But this weekend was surely overwhelming. Every time I listen to Why Dream of Love, I can't stop crying. I can't. It will always bring me back to that Saturday matinee when I was so moved by this song. Her voice was so powerful, and I felt so touched from the previous night's events...I just cried (I think Ting noticed...). No words can fully describe the power and emotion in her voice, you've really got to be there to feel it.

I'm gonna find it so hard to get back to my "normal" life tomorrow. I still can't study. But I really don't have the time to recover and pull myself out of my dreams and back into reality.

I think why I miss her so much this time is the realisation that the next time I'll see her again will be a long, long time away. At least a year.

I've really got to force myself to concentrate on my biochemistry tonight. I have to start working (and saving) towards the next "magical weekend". I'll do a full version of the past 2 days' events tomorrow...I really gotta study.

Lola Nadal 12:00 AM